do you remember
when you let yourself feel?
I do
you lost your keys in the sea
meanwhile
I lost myself in you

a hand grenade heart
all-in
your favorite addiction
a shark in the water
stone cold bluff
I’m blood spilling over

three white orchids
five cigarette butts
surrender to your knees

don’t worry
you can’t always
kiss away cruelty
surrender to your needs

tenderly
here is where
I feel
my gentle grace

here is where
I feel
your weight